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He gave you flowers
He held your hand, somehow, he made you feel beautiful mixed with some special
He sent you such beautiful, cute messages
He held your hand so tight
His hugs were the best
Everything was perfect
Then he dumped you
You miss him
He doesn’t talk to you
He acts like he doesn’t know you
He left you feeling ugly and alone
He didn’t bother asking if you were okay
He said it was your fault and you blindly believed him
Crying for hours in your room, hurting yourself, scrolling through pics and messages hoping he’ll come back
Listening to all the depressing songs
You then find out he used you
Still, you care about him
Still, you hurt yourself, it helps you somehow
Still, you hope, you just wish he’ll come back
You shut out all your friends, you don’t listen to them, you say they don’t understand
He sees you cry but he walks past you, showing you, you were nothing
The panic attacks start coming in, you're so confused about what’s going on, this never happened before.
It took me a year to realize it’s just a high school relationship. He’s just a guy. He’s not the most important person in your life. Yes, maybe he was amazing he made you happy. Although you were happy without him before.
I went through a harsh one year hurting myself, shutting out people who care about me. I’m lucky, I had friends to pull me out of that mess. They reminded me it was just a high school relationship, to remind me I shouldn’t care about someone who acts like I’m nobody and caused me so much pain, They reminded me you don’t need that person to feel beautiful of happy. High school breakups can cause a lot of pain and even lead to depression. We need to learn when to draw the line.
Remember it's just a high school relationship, it's not the end of the world.